I don't want to be angry anymore. I've decided it's time to let the past go.. I want back the peaceful and hopeful life I had a year ago, I spite of the issues I was dealing with at the time. I want my center and focus back. I want to use the gifts and talents I know I have to be able to show people the love of God. And I want to be unafraid to pursue my dreams again.
Jesus isn't religion, and I don't need religion. I just need Jesus and I need community with people who also need him. Easy enough.
I realized today that I miss Him. I've let my bitterness and anger get in the way of remembering who He really is and that he simply wants a relationship with me, to be my friend. And I want that back. I want that confidante, that one I can talk to when everything goes awry and I don't know what to do. That guidance that speaks to me in my own voice and uses my intuition to guide me.
Hi Jesus, it's me, Kim. I've been wandering but I'm ready to feel settled again. Is this seat taken?
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