Myspace? What's that?

I used to blog on Myspace. It was kinda just a rant for the most part, cause I was pretty depressed.

Not anymore, baby. Not anymore.

I found this on the old blog though, and I thought I'd share. It's a little cheesy but I think you can understand the heart of what I was trying to say. :)

A Winter Poem

Trapped in an icy shell, words fail, truth remains.
A life lived in protection of all that really matters.. is it enough?
Never before have I been as strong in the face of this fear.
As phoenix, it lives again though I thought it dead and gone.
As tsunami, washing over me when I feel my strongest, eroding foundations.
Or so it does appear-
When water recedes, truth remains, foundation revealed to be as strong, as solid,
As ever before.
Nothing can take from me what it is that shapes me,
What it is that sustains me.
Rejection, seclusion, poverty, disgrace,
All are nothing! All will fall.
Hope as a light remains in my soul, in my being.
Walked over, ignored, passed over for something better,
Something stronger,
Something more.
As it was before, tears fall.
As it was before, strength never before recognized rose from ashes.
As it is now.
Fear me, night!
I bring strength, I bring solidarity, to the lost and forgotten.
I pour out only what has flowed into me,
I mirror only what has been shown to me,
I become only what was shaped of me.
I am what I was designed to be,
Broken,
Flawed,
Qualified,
Complete.